PhD = piled higher & deeper ([info]mariapapita) wrote,
@ 2006-03-08 16:47:00
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eh
I am always in pain.

I. can't. take. it.

I have an interview for an awesome position, next Friday.
Executive Director of a local agency for abused and neglected children.

I'm dissatisfied with the way things are.
The way I feel they will always be.

I feel paralyzed to change them.


I'm confused about what I want.
I'm embarrassed of the things I want.

I need a solution.

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[info]good_benito
2006-03-09 02:41 am UTC (link)
Promise, as soon as I figure it out, I'll share.

I mean, I've got a baseline, run though the standard "be true to yourself" line, but I can't for the fucking life of me, reconcile it with the need to live in modern society and, you know, hold down a job, pay rent and eat. I swear, you're allowed to be yourself with an inheritance, but otherwise...

The underground swinger community in Wyoming is like a bunch of Polish jews.

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[info]mariapapita
2006-03-09 07:47 pm UTC (link)
Hey there! When dd you come back out to play?
swingers are scary and should generally be avoided...

welcome back!

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(Anonymous)
2006-03-09 04:55 pm UTC (link)
http://www.youthnetsouthampton.org.uk/breakout/lovelanguages.php (http://www.youthnetsouthampton.org.uk/breakout/lovelanguages.php)

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I know who this is
[info]mariapapita
2006-03-09 07:47 pm UTC (link)
I bet you can guess what mine is...

eye lava ewe

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[info]onesoul
2006-03-10 11:34 am UTC (link)
you and I move through these patterns... of empowerment and stagnation. You are stronger than your concern or fear or worry. You can do this..... trust in yourself. you have felt this before and found your way, I totally believe you will again!

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[info]mariapapita
2006-03-10 04:51 pm UTC (link)
Thank you love,
I just get so *stuck*
so damn overwhelmed

It seems like when things are going well I sabatoge.
Well, it doesn't seem like it,
it IS like that.

Come over for tea and take photos of me. ;D

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